Amelia …is your last question directed to me?
In case it is …INDEED IM!.
Its an identity …feelings…and faith to me(in a sense) to be a vampire.
I used to feel February is a bridge month too ..just crossing us from beloved winter to spring which we await.Now its little more significant 😉 :).
If a decade or less is a good measurement -since Im not that old in physical years-then my answer is that by early twenties I had an insatiable blood lust and it was sudden ..for both male humans and females..especially when the skin is transulcent and the veins under it are apparent and they are blue….mmmmmmmmmm!!!
A couple of years later it became sexual- psy insatiable lust ..
I do identify as sang as much as psy although by late twenties my consumption became mostly psy-it helps to control the thirst until I have a real meal ..again with the donors and trust problem.
Thank you for breaking it down.)O(.
I’d sure love to know more about clado-feline!.Yes please.
Amelia ,not at all! ,…its not offensive !.And wow thanks for sharing your story.haha…my dear I don’t react like other people in social media who percieve that you are sexualizing the conversation just because you state your sexual/romantic orientation!..in fact thanks for that and your whole story is even touching!.I believe everything might be tangled together in a way ..orientation..kin ..identity it all makes you who you are!.
I actually believe you described exactly and re-phrased the idioms more accurately than me…( placebo effect).Yes..almost.
I would agree that music and colours may be considered just (subconscious)method/stimuli as you put it along with subliminals too…not magick or metaphysical method ..although some would include it in their practice and connect it to metaphysics.
Green is indeed the most relaxing colour! blue is too although some researches proved alot of blue around for a long time makes you moody and may affect the eye.Maybe this where the expression of (Im feeling blue /as in moody) came to language.Pink is said to be used in prisons …that makes sense…to calm the violent nature of criminals !.As for me and Red ..in contrast ..red heightens blood pressure..because once the eye sight lays on it…a stimulation of passion..war..blood..love…fire..roses come to the mind..all these things relate to red .Maybe I have a developed skill relying on strong conviction that merely through the sensation of all this I could be satisfied for a while energitically.;) .Thanks again.
Thank you Lady CG for your reply!.Its interesting!.
Thank you for sharing your own feeding experience.That’s interesting.Maybe now feeding is also more …NATURAL to you..layed back…I mean you did it before without knowing what you are ..or LABELLIN G IT.Again we are vampires IN A WAY!.I tend to agree with books like the vampire bible about this.
Second…well if you say so yes…it is psychosomatic…some psychologists actually help healing with music and colours energy! ..EVERYTHING HAS LIFE FORCE..and colours they can connect energy with phsyical sensation…COLOURS DO HAVE A SMELL.Its why I mentioned it!.
I believe what I meant more accurately is that MOST SANG vamp are Psy ,more or less ,variantly! And I mentioned this.There are people I mentioned who are neither solely psy nor Sang /Sang and psy…but blood fetishists! they may use blood..touch it ..or even bathe in it !!! (like Bathory’s story) ..but they don’t consume it.
Its a substitute to feed psychically ….YES !!.It again depends on a question I found here …is it the drinking of blood…or the energy behind the blood while drinking it..or both?!.)O(.
What is with February and everyone? you just reminded me since you are a wolf spirit Amelia …did you know Februa was a Goddess/festival in Rome ..related to the wolf Goddess and as I recall the story of the wolf who breastfed Romulus and Remus??
Maybe its also the Valentine/Lupercalia (also an ancient Roman wolf related festive)?
Maybe this is what connects you to February!.
I can’t recall something that makes February zings to me!.Wait…! then again …my full vampire awakening is February! so as my Lilith baptism rite !.
As I said before,its educative despite you say it isn’t full.Very informative ,stirs alot of topics ..truly serious..and with a positive energy ..I love its commitment/rules .It also looks very neat.
Interesting..Im not familiar with Clado-felines!.
Im a vampire and a valkyrie kin..actually I reincarnated as one in a past life.
Hi there!.Welcome.Therian?..what being specifically?
Brilliant!.Very neat!.Informative,proof!.And yes ,its not over it keeps unfolding!.Thank you!.And yes…sometimes I wish I press like button ,but there’s none .:).
Perhaps its true!..since you heed the fact and noticed that specific months to be your (moody) time in life .. even vampires are subject to that ,see what your own astrology chart says about that time !.
Separations and having new dates did and do have a certain blossoming season in my life too.
It would be funny to mention the fact that even male humans get what was called (emotional menstruation /period) just like females do monthly …but in males it differs.I believe the seasonal mood disorder differs also for everyone..perhaps part of it is fate vs. emotional package and karma settling your life! .
February? if your animal spirit is the cat it would make some sense out of this!
The procreation time for them and so it is for you to END things and start another.
Just my two cents ! no one has to believe it!.