I’ve found that I am better able to control my urges and need to feed. When I was younger I would let my need to feed dictate a lot of my decisions and they made me miserable as well. Not so much anymore though, I rarely have any issues now.
I’m curious, how did this path call to you? What about it spoke to you and told you that it was right for you?
I’ve been doing some research on voodoo, but I’ve been finding it hard to find good information on that path. I am very interested in learning more.
Well that’s good to hear that I am not alone in this. I have had some precognition visions in the past, one was a family members death. Lately though, these feel more like I am on the astral plane. I used to do a lot of astral projection in the past, and that is what these “visions” have felt like to me. I still do astral project occasionally, but only to close friends when they are needing some assistance or in need of comforting.
I am not sure though, I don’t know what to make of them.
Thank you everyone for your input. I only have one close friend and she isn’t comfortable with the blood feeding, but she occasionally lets me psi pull some energy for her, but this isn’t enough to keep me going.
I hope that eventually I will make more friends and that will hopefully open up more opportunities for donors. I have told my boyfriend what I am, but he doesn’t seem too interested in letting me feed from him either. It’s a tough situation really.
When ever I go into a meditative state, I have flashes of images or even visions. Is this normal? I have been experiencing this more than usual lately while I meditate, some of which have been quite gory and disturbing..
I’m just wanting to know if I am not alone in this?
My complaint lately would have to be my lack of donor. I haven’t been able to even purchase some animal blood because I have no idea where to purchase that sort of thing within my city.
It’s a giant pain in my butt..
Mental health shouldn’t be such a taboo topic of discussion. It always seems to be a competition for people as well, that they’ve had it worse or what not. It shouldn’t matter, people struggle with different things.